We're all okay

I miss Allie more than I imagined I would. And I feel really horrible right now. More alone than I've felt in a long time. Thank you, for doing that to me.

I will see clearly and breathe in warmth. I will relax in knowing that whatever has happened thus far is all a part of a plan. To help me learn and grown, to break me down and build me into something better. It hurts, a lot, but it will be worth it in the end, when I know what I know and feel what I feel.

There can be nothing better than that.