To the delirious eye, more lovely things

Though I turn, I fly not -
I cannot depart;
I would try, but try not
To release my heart.
And my hopes are dying
While, on dreams relying,
I am spelled by art.

Thus, the bright snake coiling
'Neath the forest tree
Wins the bird, beguiling,
To come down and see:
Like that bird the lover
Round his fate will hover
Till the blow is over
And he sinks - like me.

I love poetry, I love stories, I love it all. I've missed writing so much. gM#$T#T)#MGM) I'm just like filled with joy over sitting here and reading my huge Edgar Allan Poe collection book. 1023 pages of pure Poe genius. I'm in love.

I really don't want to go to school tomorrow, I had such an amazing weekend. I can't wait for summer and all the super fun times. I took about 38 videos today of car rides and Olive Garden :D I'm excited to upload them.

I love, love all of you. And expect more writing in the near future from me ;D

Today

was an extreme drag. It took forever and I wasn't feeling good at all. I wanted to stay home but Mom's like no :(

So I went. But I started feeling really sick in like the beginning of third period so I called her to come get me but! she had to go to marion county. So that sucked and I ended up having to stay the whole day and I almost fell asleep in geometry and maybe almost in integrated science which sucks cause it's alllll freshman in there and I think I have a coldddd.

That was a large RUN! ON! SENTENCE! Okay so, I'm really glad tomorrow is FRIDAY. I think I'm going to try to get Colin to pick me and Nitty up so we can hang out :D i loves nittypants. Speaking of which, gee, I wonder if he can fit into Allie's pants :p Well! We had to read poems outloud in third period (english) and I read Dreams by Edgar Allan Poe. I really like that poem. So then I went to fourth period (geometry) and was feeling very poetic. I wrote this;

Silence is a disgrace

Against the rhythm of our
mouths.

But not - in vain - a shadow on
our faces.

I can steal the sun to seal
this fate.

If not by choice, our lips are
sealed,

Then rage, I assume, will soon
appear.

For the notes that run off our
lips,

Are tangled with emotion and
courage,

Filling our hips and pulsating our
minds.

Oh yes, I do think we walk with a
faith

In what - almost always - we have to
say,

And our thoughts provoke
life-changing lines.

We walk in the darkness, if we
must,

But our lips breathe sunshine
through lusty words

And I believe it is then that we are
free.

Yep :) I really like it. I'm really hungry right now and craving Subway, but both my parents are at work. Someone bring me subway?! :D

loves x