I said I'd never let you go and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

This weekend was pretty good,I guess. I went to the Center Stage Talent Show on Friday which was fun with Arrie, Colin, Hooly, and Marshall. After that, Colin, Hooly, and I went to Barnes and Noble and ate some food and looked at weird books and I saw Daniel at the square and that made me happy <3333

Today, we're celebrating my dad's birthday and going to Carrabbas pretty soon :D I'm excited because it's my favorite restaurant EVAR. And my aunt is here and she rawks hard.

I don't really have much to say today though because I feel like my mind isn't working properly. I really, really hate that :P

I tried working on my AP World History project today but I didn't get very far. 1/15 parts complete, aha, oh well. There's still plenty of time left.

I love you guizzz <3

And this makes me lawl:

And if I could be someone like you

Today was Colin's birthday and I'd say it went pretty well. I was feeling incredibly crappy this morning but I got better once he got here. My mom also made him this really delicious cake :D and steak for dinner was nommyyyy.

I was planning on posting my obsession story that I had to do for English, but I'm not done with it yet and I want to perfect it before I let everyone see it :)

I'm kind of ticked off. Yesterday, I guess I pulled the usb out of my iPod while it was syncing and didn't realize it. I noticed it was frozen, so I reset it, and EVERYTHING is now gone :( I really, really hate when that happens. I'm trying to save up for an iPod Touch, but it's going to take me until like July or August. Ah, man.

I also need to get my hair dyed again xD it's faded so badly. Mama thinks I should pay for it this time though, and seeing as I get twenty-five dollars every Friday, it might take me some time, since I have a hard time saving xD plus that will cut into iPod money.

Sheesh.

Ever have it where like something happens and you convince yourself of an outcome or a reason for that happening? And like, you really tell yourself it's the one thing, but then you want to share that opinion with someone else. Only, you subconsciously know that they're going to make you feel stupid or second guess what you're thinking, so you don't want to share with them. You think you'll just get disappointed or annoyed once they share what they think. I get that with my mom a lot. I finally shared the HAPPENING with her today, though, to see what her thoughts were, and found out I was exactly right. She was so sure of her response too, that I wish I never would have asked her.

Although, I sometimes thinks my mom tells me one thing because she doesn't want to share her honest opinion. Then later down the road she says, "I thought that too, but I didn't want to scare you." or something along those lines. I really hate that.

I also hate not knowing things. I wish life wasn't so full of maybes sometimes. I wish we could just get a straight answer on certain things. Though, I guess that would defeat some of our purpose of waiting and learning.

Oh well.

Thought of the Day:
I think I want things a little too much.

Happy16thLucy<3

I hope you had an amazing day, birthday girl <3 you had to of loved your card ;D i know that much. Lawd, that cookie cake was amazing, muchas gracias for sharing. Saturday should pretty much own (:

I have more anonymous comments. But only a few. Here we go!;



I wish you weren't so scared. I wish you would agree with me and do what I want. I know it would turn out just fine. I wouldn't ever let anything bad happen to you. I love you. I wish you weren't so scared.

I feel bad for you a lot of the time because it seems you let people do what they want to you. I love you a lot!

You annoy me more and more each day but I don't even know how to approach you so I just stay quiet about it.

I haven't been paying much attention to you lately and I'm sorry. I love you and we need to hang out soon.

You make lunchtime the best part of my day <3

I sometimes miss the friendship we used to have. But now that I take time to really look at you and analyze you, it makes me sad to know that you've hurt me so bad without knowing it, and I went through hell and back for you. You changed my life so completely. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be who I am today. For the record, I hate who I am today.

I miss you more and more every single day and just looking at your picture makes my heart soar.

I hope you're doing all right.


Okay so this time it's only FOUR different people. Each person is in here twice. You can ask if you're in here but I can't promise I'll tell you which one you are.


<3 HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST ASIAN <3

Happy Birthday, Allyson <3

OM NOM! I turned 15 today, voila. It was pretty good but I was sad that Nitty wasn't at school :( AFTER SCHOOL THOUGH! Colin picked me up (<33333) and we hung out and were all romantic :p until we went out to Red Lobster with my parents, brother, and grandpa. YUM. They sang me happy birthday YAY and I got cake :)

I loooooove Colin Austin Shaw <3 and I miss him a lot right now even though I saw him like an hour ago xD He's amazing and definitely made my birthday great :D I can't wait to see him again.

ALSO THANKS FOR PEOPLE WHO GOT ME CARDZ! I LOVE YOU <3 and myspace comments, *gazm*, they make me SMILE SO BIG LIKE :D

<33 love love