I miss Allie more than I imagined I would. And I feel really horrible right now. More alone than I've felt in a long time. Thank you, for doing that to me.
I will see clearly and breathe in warmth. I will relax in knowing that whatever has happened thus far is all a part of a plan. To help me learn and grown, to break me down and build me into something better. It hurts, a lot, but it will be worth it in the end, when I know what I know and feel what I feel.
How many times do we hold our breath? We close our eyes, we sleep, we depart. Our souls are free of restriction. We sing, we dance, the universe available in our hands. We kiss the sky, breathe in the warmth of knowing all is well, we're going in the right direction, and we're constantly surrounded with love.
Our bodies are heavy with fear, pain, loss, anger, but our hearts stand through it all, constantly keeping us connected no matter how distant we are.