Monday, September 28, 2009

Just say what you want to say

I'm mad at life. School sucks, missing school sucks, medications suck, therapy sucks, doctors suck.

I'm not myself, haven't been in a few months. I don't write anymore, don't read anymore, don't do anything I enjoy. I've lost myself in a medicated abyss and I've become anti-social, irritated, pissed off at the world.

I wish I could for once get a doctor that at least pretended to actually care about me.


2 comments:

Anonymously Me said...

:(
I hope things get better for you...

Anonymous said...

maybe
...we're our own doctors.
we're our best doctors.

maybe
our friends can doctor the wounds no one else can.
maybe
because they genuinely care, and their medicine comes from the heart.

we've missed you, Ally. come back to us
when you're ready.