I feel like I need to stretch , I'm so tense , I'm so frustrated , I almost feel like I just need that breakdown to start fresh again. Like I need to just explode , cry , scream , everything , and then relax and figure things out.
I feel like I'm doing a really bad job at being myself. Everything is strange and I hate it.
It's like halfway through June and I've done barely anything. I want(ed) an amazing summer , can we please make it happen ?
And I'm infinitely sorry. For everything.