All of my memories keep you near

You're breaking my heart.
I want to sleep.
I don't want to wake up.
I want to lie under the stars for an entire night, even seek them out in the daylight.
I'm cold internally.
The sky looks so easy to reach into.

I want someone to walk with me, so far away from here. I want all my teachers to stop yelling at me. I want people to stop telling me what to do. I wish I could tell people that I'm not okay, that I need to be left alone, and that their arguing and lecturing isn't going to help.

I want people to stop telling me it will be okay.

I want people to stop pretending they understand.

I want people to stop expecting so much from me.

I want to stop caring what everyone else wants.