Thursday, January 29, 2009

We signed 3, 4, 5 on the dotted line

I really don't like feeling fine and happy one minute and then confused/torn the next. So, I'm going to give up. I'm not even going to try anymore. I'm simply going to just go with whatever. I feel like no matter what I do, I get criticized or I make someone angry. I'm sick of thinking I've got something good going, only to become annoyed or upset. I'm so tired of feeling conflicted, I'm just smiling now. I have no idea anymore. Really, I don't. I miss things in my past so much it's ridiculous. I don't have any idea who I am right now, where I'm going, or what I want.

Oh man.

And I'm worrying that I stretched my ears too fast. I hope not. I'd really like to clean them right now but I'm not sure what to use. I'd ask my mom but I'm not supposed to have these gauges in the first place xD

Laterrr <3

1 comment:

NittyWood said...

ally dont give up.
ive realized that its not going to do any good if you just give up.
you might not have something good going right now, but that doesnt mean that you wont later on down the road, and if you give up your never going to get to that point.
I love you :)
dont give up