I could sit here and complain about how frustrated I am, but frankly, I'm sick of it.
I really, really want to give up.
I want to move somewhere completely different and start all over again.
I feel like I have a constant mental block that's keeping me from things. I can't think straight, I can't process things correctly, I'm forgetting simple things, like SPELLINGS of words. It's so aggravating that I can't even put it into words. I don't know what to do about it.
Please take me so far away from here.
I need. A break. Now.
On Wednesday night, I cried harder than I ever, EVER have in my entire life. I think now I'm ready to scream until my throat turns raw.
11 months ago