I'm disappointed in myself. I'm not strong, I only pretend to be, or try to be. When it comes to certain things, I just melt before them, I'm weak to them. I need to try better tomorrow because I ruined my chances today.
I have aches today and I feel like my reading Fight Club is influencing my life a bit right now. I worry that people won't really like me if I were to be 100% honest with who I am. One thing that I do know is I think people should let other people do what they want and not try to stop them unless it's SERIOUS. You're not always going to agree with or like what people do, but if that's the way they live, let them live it. Sure, you might be against it or not understand it but *shrug* sometimes there's nothing you can do about it.
"Somebody turn the lights on, somebody tell me what's wrong. I'd be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle."
Short blog right now, most likely. I'm in an extremely good mood but I'm also not feeling very sane at the moment.
Did I mention I'm disappointed in myself?
11 months ago