You know, I'm trying extremely hard. I'm doing things that I don't even want to do, just to try to get things back to normal, and I'm getting no feedback that is actually giving me a glimmer of hope. I don't know if I should keep trying, just keep going until maybe I can fracture this wall that's put up. You have no idea how hard I'm trying, you really don't. I don't care how much anyone says they know me, nobody has any idea how badly I want this. That should tell you something, for the amount of time that has gone by.
I'm PMSing today, I'm grumpy, I'm bloated, I'm sweating, my hair isn't cooperating, none of my shirts are comfortable, my mom won't stop talking, it's gloomy out, my room is a mess and I don't want to clean it.
I don't have anything else to say.
Thought of the Day:
Way to put in some effort.
8 months ago