Oh I am so, so sick of feeling like I've screwed my life up. I hate feeling like it's too late to fix all of my grades. I hate how school completely makes up who we are. If we don't do good, we seem lazy or stupid. And if we do amazing, people act like we know everything, expect us to be "honor students" in every single aspect of our lives.
I hate where I stand right now. I literally feel like I'm just wobbling in every direction, but my feet are stuck. Time is going too slow, I want to fix my past, I want to rush forward, I just want to get out of where I am.
Nothing is right. It's all so wrong. And I can't figure out where to go; how to even BEGIN to fix it.
I'm feeling a bought of anxiety and stress coming on. I should just get locked up for awhile so I can get my thoughts together.
11 months ago