I really felt like I wasn't all there today. My mind wasn't even traveling all that much, I was just slow. Everything felt like it was in slow motion and to be honest, it sucked. Art Club even seemed to drag on and I didn't do anything. I always do something in there. I guess I'm just not feeling it today.
I keep having dreams, dreams, dreams, and I want them to stop, stop, stop.
Well I swear to God, we've been down this road before.
The guilt's no good and it only shames us more.
And the truths that we all try to hide
Are so much clearer when it's not our lives.
When we don't face the blame.
I wish I could spill out all my thoughts to you guys, but the truth is I can't this time. I'm stuck right now and I really don't think anyone can help in which direction I need to go. I wish you could understand, but you couldn't.
Man, I never thought I'd be in this place.
11 months ago