Tuesday, March 10, 2009

We fall beneath the sea in the back of our hearts.

and fail to breathe until we resurface again.

So today wasn't all that bad. FCAT was super easy (but the Reading always is), it's the Math I'm worried about xD so I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow. Hey, at least it's almost over right?

I love you. I love how we continue to make each other laugh more and more, each and every day that we are together. I love how we act like complete idiots around each other and never regret a thing. I'm completely comfortable around you and I can tell you are with me as well. I love those days where we get that little spark and feel even closer to each other than we did before. I love you, I really do. You're the only person who can be lying down with me, spit water in my face, and have me laugh.

My eyes burn. I think Colin got me sick :p

Okay, who's up for some confessions?

A. I constantly wonder if things would have been differently if we had never moved away from each other.
B. I wish I could know what you're expecting from me. I wish you would talk to me. I wish I wasn't so tired of having to say this.
C. I wonder why I wish you would let me help you so much. You've never done anything for me, but I constantly want to be there for you.
D. How is it that you still continue to piss me off, after everything that I've come to realize about you. And you know what it is that I realized? You're scum.
E. I hope you don't think bad things about me. I always want to know how I'm viewed in your mind.
F. I find myself wanting to learn more and more about you.
G. I never had any idea you were the kind of person you are. You remind me a lot of myself and I love hearing your thoughts.
H. I wish we could become closer friends because you're really awesome.
I. Sometimes there are things I want to tell you, but I feel like you already have enough stress going on, so I keep to myself. At the same time, I fear what you might say if I told you what was going on, because I probably know what it would be.
J. I want to know that you love me.
K. I think we should get together more outside of school because you're one of my best friends and I miss hanging out with you. You're also one of the people who know the most about me.
L. I don't know why, but I want to talk to you so badly. I need to try to get ahold of you, one way or another. There's so much I need to tell you; so much I need your help on.
M. What happened to that friendship thing we had going on? I don't know how you're holding up, but I hope you're doing well. I miss you sometimes. Sometimes.
N. I like that we're somewhat good friends, but I sometimes miss when we first started talking and things were all mysterious.



I love you guys. Let's talk? I'm up for hearing anything. SHARE YER THAWTS.

Random Facts:
- I wish talking in person was as easy as it is online.
- I dream of being an author, but I'm scared of sharing my real stories, because they're dark.


Hooly said...

I love Allyson.

FaexLOVE said...

Okay, the picture on the left looks like Alix Malix (spelling?) XD
I agree I wish talking in person was as easy as talking online, but it never works that way D:<

love, Grace. said...

I wish that too. :/
Sometimes I wonder how our parents had any friends in pre-computer ages. xD


NittyWood said...



Anonymous said...

i always wonder why you don't say who your talking about straight forward....it could hurt some people but it could help too....idk,just throwing that out there

allywood said...

NittyWood, you are K !

And to the anonymous - Unfortunately, I'm not good at hurting peoples feelings openly. I have a hard time even doing it anonymously. Thank you for your input though, I appreciate it :)