That's not the way I want my story to end

I had a horrible night.




I'm going to take the voices of three people and say the winner is Lilly :) I'll get more info on her tomorrow.

By the way, this is actually Aspen and is completely irrelevant to Lilly, but I lol'd and thought I would share my lol. I caught this shot at the exact moment that lightning flashed during a storm in the game. This was her reaction :P



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Can you see through the eyes of a dreamer

Does your mind, know the world how it is.
When you sleep, do you dream in numbers.
Write it down, make a plan, check your list.

Goot is amazing.

When I reach my goals I don't want to be stuck on.
thinking about success and what's supposed to be next.

I think like that ^ so often. Wow <3

Today was okay, just a Monday. I have a ton of make up work though :(



I created three new Sims to start a family with. You guys get to choose who you'd rather learn/see more about. Here are your choices:

Ella
Ella 2

Lilly
Lilly 2

Aspen
Aspen 2

They all live in the same neighborhood, so no matter who you pick, the other two will show up in some pictures :P

Thoughts !

Okay,

Apparently it's too complicated to catch you all up on the family I've been playing for awhile so I will make a new family from scratch, just for you guys ;D

I'll probably start out with just one Sim, then build from there. Kay :)

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Cause I love the way you say good morning

Okay so none of you really answered my question in the last blog :P

So here it is, point blank.

Do you want me to update you and catch you up on the current family I'm playing (the ones in the pictures), or create a new one for you guys?

<3

And I'll take my clothes off, and it will be shameless

Okay coo :D

I'll let you all know this now. I'm constantly downloading custom contents, so none of my Sims are boring :P I'm also crazy about names. When a new Sim is born, I search through baby name websites to find a good one, a weird one, any out there name. So some of the names are awkward or spelled strangely, and that's how I like it :)

I like to mess with my Sims' lives sometimes, like having them sleep with their college professors for grades (which I newly discovered you could do!), having that result in babies, creating a town whore, etc. So it might get confusing sometimes. I play one family right now, but they're kind of spread out.

So right now I'm trying to decide whether I should try to catch you all up on the family I'm working with (they're on generation 3) or if I should just create a new one for you guys. Opinions?

Here's the family I'm playing, I'll try my best to explain.

The Rhydlams
Salem and Scharlyt had Austen, Alesyn, and Doll.


That's a sunburnt Austen in the back. Alesyn and Doll are twins, and that's Salem holding one, while Scharlyt holds the other.

Here's Austen as a teenager.


Alesyn with her first child, Hopelyn.


Austen's wife, Emalyn.


Austen and Emalyn's first child, Aubree.


And a picture of Scharlyt getting abducted by aliens (:


So it's your guys' choice. If you want to learn more about the Rhydlams, that's fine, it will just take a lot of explaining. However know this, Salem has died, Scharlyt is an elder, Alesyn has two kids, Doll has two, Austen has two. Oh and there's also a whole mess of which kids have a college professor as a father xP

OR I can just start a new family. Lemme know what you think :P

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OH BOY :D

Okay so I love the Sims 2. I have this idea and I don't care if it's stupid :D

In my games, I love taking pictures too. I don't get all fancy and edit them or anything, I just like taking them. SO FROM NOW ON :) I'm going to update you all with my Simmies.

Oh yes. OH YES.

Like, I'll get a picture of my family/neighborhood and give a short description of the people, then post an update every post, along with a picture or two.

DEAL WITH IT >:D cause srsly, I love Sims, and I need to gush about my favorite pictures on here.

Kay?

Kayz, Ally.

That's all for today <3

Give me your thoughts? If some of you are okay with (or possibly even like the idea), then I'll go get a picture of all of the Simmies together :P

IF NOT, OH WELL, I'LL PROB DO IT ANYWAY ;D

Until the day I die, I'll spill my heart for you

Finally going back to school tomorrow :P I've been out the entire week with bronchitis, it's pretty much lame. I swear, one of the worst feelings in the world is not being able to breathe through a throat full of mucus xD

Anyway o.O

I've been playing Pokemon Platinum all week and I have to say that it seriously owns. It's actually quite different from Diamond and Pearl, more so than I expected, so that's good. I wasn't one of the people worried that it was going to be a deja vu of Ruby/Emerald/Sapphire, but I know a lot of people were saying that. So, ha :P

Other than that, my week has been boring. Except on Wednesday, Lucy drove over here (in a car 8,000 times too big for her :P) and we hung out for a bit, so it was really cool :) we caught up on a lot of stuff and just had fun. And we swear, the air around us like farted AXE. It was amazing. Although I did feel like the lamest kid alive for not being at the ADTR, TDWP, SEA, Emarosa concert :(

I can't even imagine the make up work I'm going to have D:

Oh, and am I the only one who gets pissed off when their parents schedule a teacher/guidance meeting without telling/asking you?!

>:|

My dad, today, was like:

"How are your grades?"
"Okay, I guess."
"Really? Cause I talked to your guidance counselor..."
"...uh-huh."
"Yeah. She says you're not doing too well in history."
*stares*
"So I made a meeting with her, it's tomorrow."
"Thanks."
"Yeah. You're going to miss lunch though, so I'll bring you Subway."
"Great."
"Good" *smiles* "I'll be back later." *leaves*

Ugh.

And, I HATE not doing things on Fridays, and so I always get upset when Colin dearest has to work on those days. He's not working tomorrow. He's going to Busch Gardens >:| so I'm home with the family. Ay yi yi. I haven't seem him since last Saturday :O

I really have no central point to this blog, I just feel guilty for like abandoning BlogSpot for awhile xD save my short post yesterday. Bad night xD

I just sneezed, bless me.

I'm strange, goodnight ;D

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I'm such a bitch

:I

But somewhere we went wrong, we were once so strong

Surprise, surprise, I'm sick. Seriously, my immune system SUCKS. All of my surgeries last year left me with practically nothing left to prevent sickness xD

So I missed school today and am sad because now I can't go to the A Day to Remember, The Devil Wears Prada, Emarosa, and Sky Eats Airplane concert on Wednesday :(

But oh well. Ugh, I can't breathe out muh nooozzze.

:O I'm watching a show where this toddler boy can't stop self-harming himself because of this syndrome he has. Like, he bit his bottom lip off and started trying to bite his tongue off, so his parents had to get all of his teeth removed. Then he started banging his head off of his highchair and floor. Isn't that sad :( Once they discovered what he had, they gave him meds, and he's apparently better now, but he has a ton of scar tissue around his mouth.

Anyway, that was random. I've been watching a lot of the Discovery Health channel since I've been sick xD I'm so paranoid, I shouldn't watch these shows, aha.

I haven't been feeling too... bloggy lately. I know that probably sounds retarded or something xD but like, I haven't been wanting to put the effort into Blogspot. Tumblr either. It's like, blehh. Maybe I'm slightly anti-social. Meh.

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Darling you know I'll love you till the end of time

Is it incredibly crazy to say that even though I'm surrounded by really great friends, I still feel so incredibly alone? I feel as if I'm so torn between things in my life. This vs. that, him vs. her, today vs. yesterday. It's like I can never get to a happy medium in my life, not even more a little bit.

One day, I'm satisfied with how things are going. Then the next, I want to scream and cry and rip my hair out. It's like I can't ever win.

I wish I wasn't so afraid to be honest with people about how I really feel.

I'm worried about something right now, and I'm praying really hard that things aren't how I suspect they are. If so, I will feel really let down. Hurt.

No, you know what. I'm not going to let this get worse. I'm going to fix it, because I probably made it happen in the first place. I won't let things get out of hand. It was a promise, as I was constantly reminded, and I have to keep my end of the promise. I'm going to fix things, as hard as I have to try.

Life is my creation, is my best friend

I really need to get ahold of the positive things in my life. I'm getting sick of everything being negative. I want to be nicer to people, make more friends, work harder at school (as much as I would really love to give up there).

(:

I'm kind of hyper right now, I can't stand still long enough to type up a big blog (even though it is... 12:04am xD)

But heyyyy,
TUMBLR ;D

ME
LUCY
NITTY

If Austin joined, YOU CAN TOO ;D

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I love.

So here's to another better year

I recently discovered TUMBLR and fell in love. Kristina and I have one nowz, and you all should make one too. It's like Twitter + scrap booking in a way. It's like the ultimate blogging. Just check ours out so you can see "for example".

Mine
Kris'

;D
It's super addicting.

On another note, today was okay, except my stomach was hurting all day and by the time school was over, the pain had spread up into my chest and shoulders. It was weird. Time for homework though <3

So go check out tumblr.

Oh, and we should text, yeah?
352.551.3606
(:
Srsly, I looooove text buddies.

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Well, I would walk 500 miles and I would walk 500 more

just to be the man
who walked a thousand miles
to fall down at your door.

Stay positive.
Things are fine.
You are fine.
It's not as bad as you think.
You're really only one small speck in the scheme of things.
Shake yourself awake and get real.
This is life and you can't change it.

I constantly have to tell myself this.

Random Facts:
- I feel annoying for posting more than one blog a day. Things should be more like tumblr.
- I have such high expectations for my future but I never work hard for them.


Oh, now I'm going to have a rant:

I'm really fucking sick of my mother constantly nagging on me when she walks into my room. She wears that stupid ass little sad grin and says in the stupidest voice, "When are we going to turn this around?" referring to the mess my room is. It's my room, you don't have to sleep in it, so leave me alone. Srsly. It's not like there's fucking spoiled food all over the floor. And there is plenty of floor to see. I just have some clothes by my dresser and a few bottles of Diet Coke and water and energy drinks, sooooo what?

Oh and what I hate the most is, "How much homework do you have?"
"How much homework is done?"
"Are you working on homework?"
"Is your homework going to take you much longer?"
"How long will it take you?"
"I can't wait up all night for you to finish your homework."

YOUDON'THAVETOWAITUP. I have a decent amount. None is done yet. No, I'm not working on it. Yes it will take me a bit longer since I have yet to start. I don't give a fuck how long it takes. And GO TO BED.

Is it apparent that I am super anti-school?
And clean rooms?

You know,
I guess I'm just lazy. I'm lazy. I hate the things in my life but I'm too fucking lazy to change them. That's just how it is. I get enough grief about it from my own boyfriend, so, dear Mom, please -- and I mean this with all the love and affection I can muster -- shutthefuckup.

>:|

This is the only thing to make my evening better:

I just want to whine

I don't feel like sitting around all day, but at the same time, I don't feel like doing anything. I'm mad because Colin is working today and I have to go over to the nieghbors' for this little party consisting of 20something people and I don't want to go. I was only going to deal cause of Colin, but noooooooo. HEHASTOWORK.

F his job. F it.

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. Yesterday felt like Sunday and so today feels like Saturday and that just ruins it because I knowwww there is school tomorrow.

I need to shower.

My room is a freaking mess. Every time Colin comes over, it gets screwed up >:| and my mom kind of yelled at me today cause Colin and I ate the entire box of Transformers gummies last night.

I don't like bottled Diet Coke; only the kind in cans.

I don't want to go to my neighbors' house.

I feel like going to Bath and Body Works. I really wish I could drive.

I NEED MY PERMIT OMFG.

I've had a little hair or something stuck in the back of my throat SINCE LAST NIGHT and I was hoping it would have been gone by morning, but apparently, NOSUCHLUCK.

I'm really not in a bad mood if it sounds it. I'm just bored and feel like complaining. Colin and I buried a bird yesterday. YEAH we did.

We named him Pidgey. He was a cardinal.

We buried him with a little flower in his beak.

I hope Colin gets bird flu >;)

Justkiddingthatwouldsuck.

I WANT a dog.

Is anyone else srsly as bored as I am? I'm annoying myself and this little hair in the back of my throat makes me want to smash my head against a slab of concrete.

My mattress pisses me off.

OH and I'm mad because I missed church last night >:| so mom said we could go this morning and then NEVAR WOKE ME UP.

And I really wanted to go this weekend because of a special segment they are doing.

My mom's at the store, but she told me before she left that I need to TELL HER when I buy something off of iTunes or Apps because it comes directly out of her credit card and she doesn't always have a lot of money on there. She yelled at me for not telling her about $5. I haven't told her about the other $40 yet. I'm scared.

xD

I think she's home.
Maybe?
I keep expecting to hear the front door open and then, "ALLLLLYSSSSONNNN!!!!!!!!!" with a big angry growl attached to the end.

FML.

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So cling to what you know, and never let go

So my mom had me take a 'mental health day' because I had a bad night yesterday. I basically threw a giant fit and had this little panic attack and stuff. But seriously, it's mainly about school. I am soooo over it, so sick of it.

Business is pretty much a no-brainer. I can deal just fine in that class with an A.

AP World History doesn't even make it in one ear and out the other, I'm pretty sure none of it makes it in at all. I could do these notes every single week, color all these maps, and write all these essays and not tell you a damn thing that I learned. I can't remember any of it. Pretty sure I'm currently failing that class, with like 10 missing assignments.

English. Okay, seriously, we do nothing.

Geometry is too easy because I'm not even supposed to be in there. I wish this stupid school wasn't so stupid and I was able to take Algebra II like I was supposed to.

Science. Again, I'm not supposed to be in the class I'm in. I was in Bio Honors last year and then I get put into Integrated this year simply because they didn't know where else to put me and the Vice Principal said I couldn't take Chem unless I was taking Algebra II. Even though I know people who are taking Chem and Geometry together. At least I have a good grade in there, though. I just fall asleep a lot and have no one to talk to.

Art is lovely.

Spanish II annoys me and I want to kill it because I don't want to take spanish at all. I think I have a D or F in there because I never get work in on time. Oh well.

I'm really glad that tomorrow is Friday. I did nothing all day except go through this random Tumblr account that I found because the chick has cool stuff. I want to do something fun this weekend, let's make some plans?

Talk to me <3




BTDub, check out that site ^

But I'm fine, just fine, you understand, right?

Oh I am so, so sick of feeling like I've screwed my life up. I hate feeling like it's too late to fix all of my grades. I hate how school completely makes up who we are. If we don't do good, we seem lazy or stupid. And if we do amazing, people act like we know everything, expect us to be "honor students" in every single aspect of our lives.

I hate where I stand right now. I literally feel like I'm just wobbling in every direction, but my feet are stuck. Time is going too slow, I want to fix my past, I want to rush forward, I just want to get out of where I am.

Nothing is right. It's all so wrong. And I can't figure out where to go; how to even BEGIN to fix it.

I'm feeling a bought of anxiety and stress coming on. I should just get locked up for awhile so I can get my thoughts together.

I'm desperate to know how you are

I hope you're deep asleep.

Today was okay. It was decent. FCAT seemed hard to me and that made me panic because this stuff is supposed to come easily to me. I'm not supposed to skip 3 or 4 problems to go back to at the end. I'm supposed to be able to think about it for a little, then get an answer. I felt like I was guessing on so much and when everyone around me said they thought it was easy, I began to feel like an epic pile of crap.

It was wicked hot all day too xD but I couldn't take off my hoodie because I was wearing a Transformers shirt (:P) instead of a school one. Stupid teachers for wanting to take their stupid classes outside in the stupid Florida March weather. Even during the FCAT, though, I could feel my skin getting all itchy and clammy from sweat, my sleeves pulled up as high as they would go. I kept looking around (inconspicuously) and everyone else seemed to be fine. Nao, I'm in the living room and have every fan in the house on high :)

So I was skimming through a book today that I just got from the library. I'm going to return it because it's weird, but the style of writing made me want to write, so I think I'm going to do that right after this: just write until I can't any longer <3

Let's talk,


Random Facts:
- I am in love with Publix brand peach tea. I take it to school in coffee cups. So in the mornings, I'm never drinking coffee, it's secretly just peach tea from Publix ;D
- I am an insanely, irrationally jealous person.

We fall beneath the sea in the back of our hearts.

and fail to breathe until we resurface again.

So today wasn't all that bad. FCAT was super easy (but the Reading always is), it's the Math I'm worried about xD so I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow. Hey, at least it's almost over right?

I love you. I love how we continue to make each other laugh more and more, each and every day that we are together. I love how we act like complete idiots around each other and never regret a thing. I'm completely comfortable around you and I can tell you are with me as well. I love those days where we get that little spark and feel even closer to each other than we did before. I love you, I really do. You're the only person who can be lying down with me, spit water in my face, and have me laugh.

My eyes burn. I think Colin got me sick :p

Okay, who's up for some confessions?
:D

A. I constantly wonder if things would have been differently if we had never moved away from each other.
B. I wish I could know what you're expecting from me. I wish you would talk to me. I wish I wasn't so tired of having to say this.
C. I wonder why I wish you would let me help you so much. You've never done anything for me, but I constantly want to be there for you.
D. How is it that you still continue to piss me off, after everything that I've come to realize about you. And you know what it is that I realized? You're scum.
E. I hope you don't think bad things about me. I always want to know how I'm viewed in your mind.
F. I find myself wanting to learn more and more about you.
G. I never had any idea you were the kind of person you are. You remind me a lot of myself and I love hearing your thoughts.
H. I wish we could become closer friends because you're really awesome.
I. Sometimes there are things I want to tell you, but I feel like you already have enough stress going on, so I keep to myself. At the same time, I fear what you might say if I told you what was going on, because I probably know what it would be.
J. I want to know that you love me.
K. I think we should get together more outside of school because you're one of my best friends and I miss hanging out with you. You're also one of the people who know the most about me.
L. I don't know why, but I want to talk to you so badly. I need to try to get ahold of you, one way or another. There's so much I need to tell you; so much I need your help on.
M. What happened to that friendship thing we had going on? I don't know how you're holding up, but I hope you're doing well. I miss you sometimes. Sometimes.
N. I like that we're somewhat good friends, but I sometimes miss when we first started talking and things were all mysterious.


:)

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I love you guys. Let's talk? I'm up for hearing anything. SHARE YER THAWTS.



Random Facts:
- I wish talking in person was as easy as it is online.
- I dream of being an author, but I'm scared of sharing my real stories, because they're dark.

Now my body's on the floor and I am calling, well I'm calling out to you.

I really felt like I wasn't all there today. My mind wasn't even traveling all that much, I was just slow. Everything felt like it was in slow motion and to be honest, it sucked. Art Club even seemed to drag on and I didn't do anything. I always do something in there. I guess I'm just not feeling it today.

I keep having dreams, dreams, dreams, and I want them to stop, stop, stop.

Well I swear to God, we've been down this road before.
The guilt's no good and it only shames us more.
And the truths that we all try to hide
Are so much clearer when it's not our lives.
When we don't face the blame.

I wish I could spill out all my thoughts to you guys, but the truth is I can't this time. I'm stuck right now and I really don't think anyone can help in which direction I need to go. I wish you could understand, but you couldn't.

Man, I never thought I'd be in this place.

Talk.

Wash that mouth out, ditch those morals

I'm having a day in which I would like to destroy everything I see. I want to throw chairs at the mirrors, shove the televisions out the window, and rip up every scrap of paper. I want to throw plates at the walls and knock over china cabinets. I want to kick and punch at all of the doors until they break down.

Then I want to lie amongst it all.

Today was weird. It was awkward and frustrating and everything felt all wrong. Colin and I went and saw Watchmen at 2pm (and it feels strange going to a movie theater that early) and it sucked xD in my opinion, at least. I hated it. There was too much nudity/sex and the whole thing was just confusing. Oh well.

But I've been on edge all day. I'm tired and sad and just irritated in general. So, I really don't have much to say other than that.

Saturday was good though because my parents, grandpa, Colin, and I went to see Blue Man Group. It was hilarious; so interactive, so much fun :D

My grandpa was even pulled up on stage at one point xD xD

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Random Facts:
- I daydream too much.
- Like Grace, I mostly use lyrics as my blog titles. I didn't always used to, but they always are now.


Leave some thoughts.

no title

After a long fit of throwing things around my room, ripping stuff up, and breaking things in the process, I no longer hate the things that have happened in my life.

I simply hate myself for making them happen.

In the times when we both get carried away

Remember my whole rant about how people disgust me? I swear, it's getting worse each day. Little by little, I'm noticing smaller things about humanity and it makes me want to rip my hair out. I'm getting headaches from it. I know that probably sounds ridiculous, but I honestly do not care.

I haven't been feeling well lately and I'm not sure what my body is up to o.O it's doing weird things, lawl.

Nothing exciting has happened, really. Life is pretty much just getting through school right now. Oh, but we're doing this budget plan thing in business that really frustrates me. We have to pick out a career, home (with possible roomate), and car, and then like create this budget thing to see if we can afford the type of lifestyle we want. I'm so anti-thinking-about-this-stuff. I hate it. Just see, if you ever try to talk to me about money or future financing, I'll immediately block it out. I'll change the conversation like that *SnAAaaaAApP*

The actual project is a little fun though (minus the actual calculations and such). My career is a Clinical Psychologist and I make $37,500 a year. Allie Wagner is my roomate and she has the same career as me. We're renting a house ($3,000 per month xD ! ) in Clearwater and we share a Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder. We're baaaarely getting by xD

And it's really hard to do this project with freaking Michael sitting beside me looking at Aston Martins and 5 bedroom houses xD since his roomate is Grace (pediatrician) and he's a brain surgeon xD

I asked Mrs. Kelly if we could just live under a bridge but she said no :(

Haa.

Well, tell me about your day, loves :D

Chain me free, lose the key, right now.

OH ! And I'm going to start doing 2 random facts per post :p

RANDOM FACTS:

- I love listening to older music (like old school Simple Plan)

- My fingertips are currently raw from biting my nails/skin too much.

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(is it okay to say i still miss these days?)

She is still fresh in my mind

I had an odd day and to be honest, I didn't come out of it with as many thoughts as I did yesterday. So sorry, there won't be much today. I had a bad night.

How about a bunch of pictures?






Well, not a bunch but :/

Sorry, guys, I'm just not feeling it today.

Goodnight.

The top floor is just an illusion

My mind is just FULL of stuff today :D

First off, I'd like to say that I am increasingly becoming disgusted with humanity each and every day. It's almost like out of nowhere, I'm seeing people differently and I'm gaining new views and quite frankly, I hate it. It makes me build up hate towards the way human beings act these days. Really, it's horrible. Thinking about it literally makes me angry. I feel my muscles tense up and everything. Now, I'm not perfect and like every person, I make mistakes and do things I shouldn't do. Still, I'm just saying, I despise the way humans are. How they think, feel, ugh, it bothers me. I find it repulsive, to be honest.

And who are we to say it's our lives? A pastor once told our church that we constantly play it out like we are the main characters. We, ourselves. We think like this, "Everything is MY life. They're MY friends. It's MY school. MY choices. MY life." and whenever things go wrong or people aren't good to us, we automatically think, "They're ruining MY life." or something of the like. We have this tendency to think that it's our story and the people around us are just the "supporting characters". They're just little side people. They may mean the world to us, but hey, they're here for me.

I might not be wording this well, but I'm trying. Point I'm attempting to make is that we've got it all wrong. We're not the main character and we never have been. Each and every one of us is the "supporting cast" in God's story. Sorry if this offends anyone, it's not my objective. You can just skip this if you want. But we get this thought in our heads that we're going to do things our way and it's all about us. We spill our problems and fears and hopes and think that everybody should listen, but we're just the extras in someone else's world of a story. They think THEY are the main character and we're just the support to them. It's the way people tend to work.

You don't have to agree. I'm basically relaying this from what the pastor was telling us one night and I tried to take it to heart. And really, it can go into play no matter what religion you are, if any at all. We simply do just live as if everything revolves around us. I don't know, I agree with some of it.

Off that subject, my moods are beginning to swing a bit. I had a perfectly fine day (save falling asleep throughout the day) and then once I got picked up, it was like I was instantly annoyed. My BROTHER got on my nerves so bad and by the time we got home, my head was throbbing because I was screaming at him so much. I even had those annoying stars floating around throughout my vision. I had to take advil and lie down xD it sucked.

What do you call a dream that isn't a nightmare but makes you feel sad/upset the entire day and infects all your thoughts? The kind of dream you wake up from and blink away the fact that it wasn't real. The dream where you wake up and curl into a ball so you can cry. What exactly are you supposed to call those?

I've been getting a lot of them lately and I hate them. I'm a lover of dreams, really, they're great. I have dreams often, and can usually remember the majority of them. Just these dreams... I don't like them. They affect me too strongly. Although, since they say dreams are your own subconsciousness. I guess that just means I can't let certain things go. But really, I'd love to hear your thoughts on this.

I'm a good liar, but I don't like lying to my parents. I always feel like they know I'm lying. Especially my mom because she says I'm a "mirror image of her". It's scary, actually xD she always knows what I'm thinking or what I'm about to do. She says I'm exactly like she was when she was my age. So, I worry when I lie to her. But there are some things I don't want her to see and when she sees them, what am I supposed to say? I know, the truth, but sometimes you just can't let that happen. No excuses, I'm sure. I always feel like a bad person afterward. But really :/

AP World History is really starting to bother me because the teacher like, abuses his students in a way. I'm pretty sure you're not supposed to touch students? (correct me if I'm wrong, please) Because he constantly does. I know he's stomped on a kid's paper, tilted a student's desk/chair back almost completely, shoved a student from behind, hit one (not hard) on the head with a textbook, and hit a few more. Not like *punch punch!* but like, shoves with one arm. Still, I'm almost certain that's not allowed and I hate that he does it.

I really want to start writing some more. A short story maybe :) would anybody be interested in reading one on here or not really? :p

By the way, I want to let everyone know that I try really hard to comment every single blog post xD but if I don't, it's just because I forgot -- I follow a lot of people :p But I still do read every single one ! Promise :D

<3

- Thanks for keeping me up to date a little.
- You're still annoying me. A lot.
- You're starting to disgust me a bit :/ and I don't like it.

Only three confessions today, and don't get excited, none of them are for Blogspot kids. Sorry :p

Well, I think I got pretty much all my thoughts out :)

Let's talk?

I said I'd never let you go and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

This weekend was pretty good,I guess. I went to the Center Stage Talent Show on Friday which was fun with Arrie, Colin, Hooly, and Marshall. After that, Colin, Hooly, and I went to Barnes and Noble and ate some food and looked at weird books and I saw Daniel at the square and that made me happy <3333

Today, we're celebrating my dad's birthday and going to Carrabbas pretty soon :D I'm excited because it's my favorite restaurant EVAR. And my aunt is here and she rawks hard.

I don't really have much to say today though because I feel like my mind isn't working properly. I really, really hate that :P

I tried working on my AP World History project today but I didn't get very far. 1/15 parts complete, aha, oh well. There's still plenty of time left.

I love you guizzz <3

And this makes me lawl: